Setting the New Matrix


For the Osiris Arising Crystalline Matrix in Crestone, Colorado

A small gathering of friends and I set up the matrix in my home. This brought the whole Osiris Arising Matrix into the energetic field here of the Crown Chakra of the Ascension Grid – and direct attunement to the Sacred AN within the Crest In The Stone mountain.

Unfortunately I forgot to take pictures during the event!

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Dance of the Mata Lii

I was shown a circle of women dancing about the Sacred AN in it’s Thresholding Chamber within Crest In The Stone (Mt. Challenger, Sangre de Christo mountains of Crestone, Colorado).

I was told by my inner-planes mentor, ThothHoRa, that this was indeed real…within the slightly removed dimension of Thoth’s Retreat inside Crest In The Stone.

These women are Guardians of the AN, who perform specific energy ceremonies with the AN-Ark inter-dimensional merkabah.

Their purpose is not a religious one. They tap into the energetic field of the AN and through their ministrations, keep it in sync with this reality world (in which we live), and maintain it’s dynamic properties.

I created the following video to impart the essence of just one of their services with the AN . These are the fourteen women known as the Mata Lii. They are an extension of the ancient priestess-guardians of the AN at Mount Sinai.


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Sholar Convocation in Crestone and Templar Ceremony





As many of my readers know, I am moving back to Crestone, Colorado on Feburary 20th of this year, having lived there for seven years, seventeen years ago!

THE CALL IS STRONG believe me, as Kaua’i is beautiful and I have been here now, for twelve years. It is an enormous task to move me (with my health concerns), tons of crystals and crystal skulls and files…lots of files, and a cat – maybe two – over the Pacific Ocean and mountain ranges to Colorado. There is no way I could possibly do this without a great deal of help, and that I am getting in spades! Many thanks to all my Helpers!

While it was not at all planned, several Sholar, one at a time, came forward to say they wished to come for a visit in the first few days of my arrival. One thing led to another, and now we have a full-fledged Sholar Convocation going. Of course, they will all be bringing their Host Skulls.

And so as it stands now, the following Sholar will be present…

Raven Sinclaire, Sanna Tarnstrom (Sweden), Kaylasa Giselle (Mexico), Eunjung Choi, who moved from Colorado to Kaua’i recently, but is travelling from Asia to Crestone!…and Alsion McLean, who is my travelling companion all the way from Kaua’i to Crestone, as it would have been very difficult for me to travel alone.

Already  in Crestone of course is Sholar Edie Cooper and our Honorary Eldar, William Buehler.

We will only have a few days for us ALL to be together, and of course I will have just arrived and need a little extra rest time, but I an sure it will all come together beautifully, as it was obviously orchestrated this way.

In addition, Templar Grand Commander, Michael Henry Dunn will be there and will perform the “Knighting” ceremony for those of us in Crestone who are receiving our formal Templar entry.

All fancy stuff to be sure, but because it is truly aligned with deep spiritual values and intent, these outer forms are imbued with the power of the Inner Command.


Related topics:

Priory of the White Stone

New Light Language Generating from the Sacred An


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Albuda’Krul’Matu – Wise Woman of the Star Tree



The other night as I lay down in bed, I felt the inner guidance to get up again, and go the the Altar of the Hosting Crystal Skulls. There I was to select one of the newly “vacant” ones (since the Star Triad had been withdrawn). I then took this one and placed it next to my pillow.

During the night, I had a recurrent vision of a tall woman walking  toward a group of people who where gathered just inside a cave. She was coming from the moonlit night, and into the mouth of the cave. I knew she was not of this planet.  She was like a human woman, only taller and thinner. I never saw here features clearly, as it was mostly dark.

I sensed the people in the cave had been expecting here. They seemed to be aboriginal of some kind, but I was also receiving Neanderthal, but again due the the darkness, I could not see their features. I came to realize that she was there to “seed” this People genetically, with a chosen partner from among them.

While this is the only scene I saw, more has unfolded for me since. Her name (at least that was made known to me) was Albuda’Krul’Matu. This was given to her by the people in the cave. It means “wise woman of the star tree.” So I shall refer to her as Albuda and also Star Tree.

She was, as you may have guessed by now, a Dweller…for she not only left behind several children, but also a Crystal Skull! The crystal skull that lay next to my pillow was being infused as a Host for this Dweller. I also came to know that I had been her daughter (from among the children she created with the People).

So now where was this place? The first thing that I felt was Australia…but it did not seem quite right, as was kept feeling France as well! How could it be both? I was still ruminating over this when I came across an article on Facebook about the people of Melanesia, who have a mysterious unknown DNA strain within them. Melanesia is near Australia and is (at least in part so I found) a province of France! As I focused in on this, I knew I had found the “People.”





web article on the People from Melanesia

another interesting related article on web


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Joanna Gill & Mentha Tupao

Host Crystal Skull for Mentha Tupao


Mentha Tupao is a Dweller Being / Crystal Skull which Thoth is introducing to us now. The New Guardian Sholar and member of the NESIA Core Team – Joanna Gill – has been brought into the Fold.

Mentha Tupao was a mix of Rigel “Blue Star” and Sirian genetics, who lived in what is now the Bahamas, but on land that is now submerged. The period would have been after the time tsunami that put the last of Atlantis under ( as the entity it was). The land he lived on though, would have been part of Atlantis. There were still some ruins of Atlantean structures there, and the people knew of the once-great nation that they treaded upon now as fragments of former glory.

Mentha Tupao had been sent to that region to establish a Reparation center. When he departed the form there, he left his crystal skull within the Temple of O’MAM to continue to guide the people.

One of his future and possibly last Earthly incarnations was as Seti I, father of Ramesses II.  Well, according to what is historically written (bear in mind I am gleaning this from Google). But the Records of Thoth tells a different story.

Those who follow my work might remember that in Thoth’s version, Moses is the son of Akanaton. Well, now if Ramases II, son of Seti I ran Moses out of Egypt, how does that work?

According to “history” Seti I was trying to put the kingdom back together again after the whole Akhenaten and Tut thing transpired. Thoth is sharing with me that “Moses” lived a long time – indeed. That is compared to what we know today. His father was a man whose genetics could give him that longevity if properly wedded to the right mitochondria (which comes from the female). Thus, the woman who bore Moses (not Nefertiti) would have been just the right match to create a long-term Moses!

Akhanaton  and his sons Tut and Moses would have also been related to Seti I. I am seeing in the Thoth Akasha that Seti I was pro-Akhenaten, but his son, Ramesses II was not. The whole big story seems to be quite a DNA War, where the SOLARIAN genetics was being wiped out very consciously by the Amun, who were old Anununaki in Amun clothing!

The M-stra “starry wonder” Molecule is triggered when just the right combo comes together genetically, and the mitochondria plays a big role in that.

. . .mitochondria contain two major membranes. The outer mitochondrial membrane fully surrounds the inner membrane, with a small intermembrane space in between. The outer membrane has many protein-based pores that are big enough to allow the passage of ions and molecules as large as a small protein. In contrast, the inner membrane has much more restricted permeability, much like the plasma membrane of a cell. The inner membrane is also loaded with proteins involved in electron transport and ATP synthesis. This membrane surrounds the mitochondrial matrix, where the citric acid cycle produces the electrons that travel from one protein complex to the next in the inner membrane. At the end of this electron transport chain, the final electron acceptor is oxygen, and this ultimately forms water (H20). At the same time, the electron transport chain produces ATP. (This is why the the process is called oxidative phosphorylation.) – web source

ATP…that caught my eye. I remember reading something about it in the Keys of Enoch. So I went back to that book and found that ATP is…

The basic energy system for transduction and monitoring Light signals within the biochemical shell of man. It provides a common source of energy for a range of different cellular activities. (see Key 315).

The name for the combo of Mentha Tapao as Dweller and Host is BLUE HERON. This bird was apparently the symbol or logos for this soul as Mentha Tapao.


Joanna Gill



Arieopax Installation in Cody, Wyoming



Valorie Farber, one of our Sholar / Core Team took her host crystal skull to a very special place in Wyoming for an Arieopax installation. Here is her writing on this event.


Yesterday, I took Apusika out to the Saint Thomas Apostle Center in Cody, Wyoming, along with a friend of mine, who’s an amazing numerologist, to facilitate an Aeriopax Installation and “ceremony” Out in the middle of the labyrinth there, that is modeled after the one at Chartres.

I share some photos here as well as some notes in bullet point fashion. I was exhausted after yesterday and am on planes all day today, traveling back home. So, bullet point notes, are all I can manage at this time. They are not as thorough and organized as I would ordinarily prefer. I may update later as more comes to mind… as there was so much more than what I was able to put in notes while traveling today.

So, here I go, lol

* I went into my soul matrix and gained a whole new perspective on it; an in-depth view of my patterns. I experienced my higher self, as the ONE and the aspect of myself “here” simultaneously.

* There is no hierarchy the way the collective believes this to be. In the unified field, there is no judgement. Only pure positive appreciation for all things, great and small; all vibratory “levels”; all dimensions; all textures; all rays, all vibrations. No fear whatsoever, total and complete appreciation for all; all the dark and light, all the layers, etc

I used to give hierarchy to those that are “awake” , versus those that are not, nor care to be at this time,… & in this new state of awareness, I have aligned with total appreciation for those not awake as they are just aspects of the ONE who are choosing to, in this experience, be “all in” and that’s what they are wanting in their experience. And I honor that. None are better or worse than another. All are ONE.

* Adamantine particles of Light, dancing and twinkling all around me, like a glitter show 😉

* There’s nothing to achieve, nothing to overcome. Humans believe there’s so much to overcome and “heal.” So much to fix. That is just an aspect of this particular experience we have chosen to explore and to experience. We experience in realities, because we are creator beings, and we love to play, in all kinds of ways, in a multitude of “environments.” We create and experience because It’s FUN!!!!

* At one point, I was in a white Light space. Blank, all white. Like a blank canvas. And this was nice, for a moment….But it quickly got boring! I shifted my focus to have an experience and boom! I was instantly in a holographic reality, and viewed many. We get bored in the no-thing! We are creator beings, and we love to create. Because it is FUN!!! Here, in this reality, we think we want the no-thing… but we get bored there!!!! And so, we are constantly shifting our awareness to explore through holographic realities. Yet, we are always in “the white room”, or the space of no-thing, while we are having our experiences. Because that is “where” all is created forth from. It is “us.” At any time, we can go back to the space of no-thing. Because, we are always “there.” We are that, no-thing; that which all is created from!!!

* I had a total integrated realization that we are in control of nothing. Except for our “vibrational output” as Abraham speaks of. I was in a total state of surrender. The collective of humanity: we are total control freaks!!! I received resounding messages about how experiences are to be ALLOWED and not controlled. And unless we are in a state of allowing, we can never be truly present in any experience. Humans want to control everything. And it’s a huge burden to be in this state. We must relax. Appreciation for all as it is, is only available when we are not trying to control anything; but by simply allowing it. And all that we are really wanting only comes when in a state of surrender and “going with the flow.”

* I experienced a total understanding of why things are “the way they are.” Because all spheres of realities of experience are holographic; the resistance and the fear we experience in this reality, lends to that which we experience as “matter.” It’s an agent of sorts, a temperance, a catalyst. It lends to anchoring us in this holographic reality and believing that it’s “real”. It creates a tangible experience with depth. We experience all sorts of contrast this way. For instance, the fear of loss… how would we know the what the opposite of that is, without these contrasts? Obviously “loss” is an illusion… but how otherwise would we know the value of the opposite of it? Our freedom in this reality, lies on the other side of our fears, we have to go THROUGH them. I have a whole new appreciation for fear and resistance and a whole new understanding of them…We are so powerful and the higher part of us knows that it’s all holographic, we wanted the experience of being in a reality and having this experience as we do, without the awareness of the holographic projection of mind!!!! To feel it as what we define as “real.” We wanted a “hard core” experience because otherwise, we would just go about with the awareness that “it’s all an illusion.” And that’s nice too… but we are eternal beings who like to play, and sometimes we like to change it up. As my friend, Amy & I were discussing all of this following this experience, she “Because that is true Faith! To be able to do that. To trust so much so in an act of faith, to let go and allow such an experience”…that we are having in “matter.” It’s truly amazing!!!! This awareness also lends to non-attachment. Yes, all is an illusion… but we love the holographic experiences we create! It’s fun!!! I have a new sense of being able to participate in this reality however I choose, and to remain in a state of non-attachment at the same time. Nothing is meant to be taken so seriously as we often think it is. Just play in the realities. We are eternally alright, no matter what, always!!! No worries, ever. We can worry and lament if we want to… but even that, it’s all just fun to the higher awareness! Because “it”, we know from that place, the ONE knows that it’s all just holographic mind at PLAY! The ONE, is a, THE creator of it all. And that’s what “it”, we love to do and will do, eternally.

* I really had a crystal clear understanding of what Thoth speaks about, free from form, free from body, traveling freely through time and space. Our consciousness, the awareness we are, this is what we do. Explore through spheres of reality… I was doing this, I was experiencing this moving freely through time and space.

* Amazing crystal clear awareness of the interconnectedness of all. All are one. From the micro to the macro and vice versa. We are all the no-thing, from which all is created from. All is really very “simple” yet so very vast at the same time. I experienced the vastness of everything in its simplicity.

I feel “awake in the dream” more than ever.
With love,




Samantha Visits the Shell Grotto with the Host Crystal Skulls




Yesterday we visited the mysterious underground Shell Grotto in Margate, Kent (and somehow I ended up giving a 5 minute talk on crystal skulls and the Dwellers!)… It is one of the most beautiful places I have ever been. The energy was so Light, the workmanship a mastery. As we walked down into the tunnels it felt so homely. I expected to find it claustrophobic, a bit dense and dark.. I did not expect the energy to feel so pristine.

It consists of 4.6 million shells and nobody knows how long it has been there, who built it, what it represents exactly. It has been linked from the Knights Templar to Buddhism and the layout of the Grotto itself is symbolic and then every panel has a symbol, a geometry. In 2006 Michael Twymans research dates the Grotto’s shell-work to 400 BCE and he believed it was dedicated to the Earth Goddess and designed to be aligned to the equinoxes and solstices, based on the angels, the design of the panels and and the projection of the sun through the inside dome. Some bits have been added over time and Twyman believed the ‘alter’ chamber had been added later by the Templar in medieval times. Some aspects of design suggest use for masonic rituals but there is no overt Christian symbology. Some believe it is an ancient ceremonial site linked from the Minoans, to Hindus, Aztecs, Mayans, Israelites and others.. the Grotto has echoes of many cultures but resides firmly with none; it is a tapestry of culture.

A popular theory is the link to the Phoenicians of The Isle of Thanet (close to what is now Lebanon) as the artwork has strong links to their ancient style, giving it also strong links to Ancient Egyptian culture. There are links to Phoenician Goddesses, Tanit and Astarte. The ‘altar’ of the chamber bears resemblance to to the cult cart of the goddess Astarte called a baetyl, the seed of this word traces back to be’tel meaning ‘House of God’. Some baetyls had magic powers and the gift of prophecy and this fits in to the idea of the Grotto functioning as an oracle cave. It is believed the bones of a turtle were found at the Grotto just as large quantities of turtle and tortoise bones were found at the ceremonial complex Heirakonpolis in Upper Egypt, despite them not being listed as creatures for sacrifice. Beneath the Grotto at the end chamber there are traces which are described to be ‘hot rocks’ by geographical reports, possibly fragments of a meteorite and dowsers describe a vortex energy there. Many other ancient structures are linked to meteorites and sacred stones worldwide, most notably the pyramids at Giza. (I would say the energy there did feel ‘self cleaning’, it’s been used by who knows, for how long and yet the frequency was like ‘the day it was built’)

On the panels you will find symbols which appear to represent the phallus, the ankh, the Buddha, a lotus flower, a turtle, ‘snake’ panels, hearts, sunshine, moon and stars. Some believe as an alternative or complimentary theory that the Grotto represents the Garden of Eden. While still a mystery, the Phoenician theory is the strongest and an ancient contender but, the Grotto has potentially been used over time by many and it is very likely that the Templar did also use the site at a later time. It is believed that the floor was originally marble and that some parts have been altered throughout time as they do not reach the same high standards of workmanship. (this text is largely a summary from the book The Enigma of the Margate Shell Grotto by Patricia Jane Marsh)…

My personal journey with the Hosts at the Grotto...

I took the two Dwellers with me with the intention of setting them down somewhere and managed to set them on the altar.

People came and went often thinking the skulls ‘belonged’ there.. As I was packing up the first skull a lady asked “Are they for Halloween?!”… here we go! I thought. I said “no” and giggled to myself thinking “I’m so not getting into this!”, but then she asked me with genuine and heartfelt curiosity what are they about? So I started to explain, their shape, frequency as the highest spinning forms of matter etc etc

Much of the time that room had been empty, with only me or me and my family there. At this point the room was full. She asked if I could please explain what i told her to her friend. So I agreed and she called her friend over. All of a sudden the whole room turned to listen and I was standing in front of the ‘alter’ next to my skulls giving a ‘talk’ to 12-15 people.. the first time I have EVER done anything like that! They began to ask questions about the skulls, if I worked there, if I travelled around giving talks about skulls… and if I knew anything about the 12 Skulls hidden in the Earth… I didn’t say anything on that but I did reply that funnily enough my skulls were attuned to the energies of two ancient Beings called Dwellers and I told them about lives of Memtaph and Kristapha. They loved it! It was the last thing I expected to happen; I can be pretty shy at times and yet there I was in at the deep end! I most certainly have been the last one in the loop to know the plans on a lot of things lately!