Valorie Farber, one of our Sholar / Core Team took her host crystal skull to a very special place in Wyoming for an Arieopax installation. Here is her writing on this event.
Yesterday, I took Apusika out to the Saint Thomas Apostle Center in Cody, Wyoming, along with a friend of mine, who’s an amazing numerologist, to facilitate an Aeriopax Installation and “ceremony” Out in the middle of the labyrinth there, that is modeled after the one at Chartres.
I share some photos here as well as some notes in bullet point fashion. I was exhausted after yesterday and am on planes all day today, traveling back home. So, bullet point notes, are all I can manage at this time. They are not as thorough and organized as I would ordinarily prefer. I may update later as more comes to mind… as there was so much more than what I was able to put in notes while traveling today.
So, here I go, lol
* I went into my soul matrix and gained a whole new perspective on it; an in-depth view of my patterns. I experienced my higher self, as the ONE and the aspect of myself “here” simultaneously.
* There is no hierarchy the way the collective believes this to be. In the unified field, there is no judgement. Only pure positive appreciation for all things, great and small; all vibratory “levels”; all dimensions; all textures; all rays, all vibrations. No fear whatsoever, total and complete appreciation for all; all the dark and light, all the layers, etc
I used to give hierarchy to those that are “awake” , versus those that are not, nor care to be at this time,… & in this new state of awareness, I have aligned with total appreciation for those not awake as they are just aspects of the ONE who are choosing to, in this experience, be “all in” and that’s what they are wanting in their experience. And I honor that. None are better or worse than another. All are ONE.
* Adamantine particles of Light, dancing and twinkling all around me, like a glitter show 😉
* There’s nothing to achieve, nothing to overcome. Humans believe there’s so much to overcome and “heal.” So much to fix. That is just an aspect of this particular experience we have chosen to explore and to experience. We experience in realities, because we are creator beings, and we love to play, in all kinds of ways, in a multitude of “environments.” We create and experience because It’s FUN!!!!
* At one point, I was in a white Light space. Blank, all white. Like a blank canvas. And this was nice, for a moment….But it quickly got boring! I shifted my focus to have an experience and boom! I was instantly in a holographic reality, and viewed many. We get bored in the no-thing! We are creator beings, and we love to create. Because it is FUN!!! Here, in this reality, we think we want the no-thing… but we get bored there!!!! And so, we are constantly shifting our awareness to explore through holographic realities. Yet, we are always in “the white room”, or the space of no-thing, while we are having our experiences. Because that is “where” all is created forth from. It is “us.” At any time, we can go back to the space of no-thing. Because, we are always “there.” We are that, no-thing; that which all is created from!!!
* I had a total integrated realization that we are in control of nothing. Except for our “vibrational output” as Abraham speaks of. I was in a total state of surrender. The collective of humanity: we are total control freaks!!! I received resounding messages about how experiences are to be ALLOWED and not controlled. And unless we are in a state of allowing, we can never be truly present in any experience. Humans want to control everything. And it’s a huge burden to be in this state. We must relax. Appreciation for all as it is, is only available when we are not trying to control anything; but by simply allowing it. And all that we are really wanting only comes when in a state of surrender and “going with the flow.”
* I experienced a total understanding of why things are “the way they are.” Because all spheres of realities of experience are holographic; the resistance and the fear we experience in this reality, lends to that which we experience as “matter.” It’s an agent of sorts, a temperance, a catalyst. It lends to anchoring us in this holographic reality and believing that it’s “real”. It creates a tangible experience with depth. We experience all sorts of contrast this way. For instance, the fear of loss… how would we know the what the opposite of that is, without these contrasts? Obviously “loss” is an illusion… but how otherwise would we know the value of the opposite of it? Our freedom in this reality, lies on the other side of our fears, we have to go THROUGH them. I have a whole new appreciation for fear and resistance and a whole new understanding of them…We are so powerful and the higher part of us knows that it’s all holographic, we wanted the experience of being in a reality and having this experience as we do, without the awareness of the holographic projection of mind!!!! To feel it as what we define as “real.” We wanted a “hard core” experience because otherwise, we would just go about with the awareness that “it’s all an illusion.” And that’s nice too… but we are eternal beings who like to play, and sometimes we like to change it up. As my friend, Amy & I were discussing all of this following this experience, she “Because that is true Faith! To be able to do that. To trust so much so in an act of faith, to let go and allow such an experience”…that we are having in “matter.” It’s truly amazing!!!! This awareness also lends to non-attachment. Yes, all is an illusion… but we love the holographic experiences we create! It’s fun!!! I have a new sense of being able to participate in this reality however I choose, and to remain in a state of non-attachment at the same time. Nothing is meant to be taken so seriously as we often think it is. Just play in the realities. We are eternally alright, no matter what, always!!! No worries, ever. We can worry and lament if we want to… but even that, it’s all just fun to the higher awareness! Because “it”, we know from that place, the ONE knows that it’s all just holographic mind at PLAY! The ONE, is a, THE creator of it all. And that’s what “it”, we love to do and will do, eternally.
* I really had a crystal clear understanding of what Thoth speaks about, free from form, free from body, traveling freely through time and space. Our consciousness, the awareness we are, this is what we do. Explore through spheres of reality… I was doing this, I was experiencing this moving freely through time and space.
* Amazing crystal clear awareness of the interconnectedness of all. All are one. From the micro to the macro and vice versa. We are all the no-thing, from which all is created from. All is really very “simple” yet so very vast at the same time. I experienced the vastness of everything in its simplicity.
I feel “awake in the dream” more than ever.